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so brett has this belief that worship events should be free. and in principle i agree, just dont know if it’s practically possible.

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march 4th some friends and i went to go see the Jesus Culture crew do their thing. i really dig their songs, and they are quite easy to worship with and stuff and well, i think i’ve mentioned my connection with the song “how he loves us”, sloppy wet kisses and all.

anyway, the day before that we had cell group – we are working through the pastoral letters and that day we just happened to be looking at chapter 5 which, among other things, deals with pastoral wages and stuff. we had a really good debate around that, whether we should pay for worship events, whether there should be paid worship leaders, whether the verse only pertains to pastors and not other church-empoyeed people, how that, if it does, relates to the israelites and the levites, etc.

one of the questions raised was whether it was ok from a Jesus follower point of view to pass by a homeless person to go buy a ticket to a worship event…but then in the same way, is it ok to pass by a homeless person to go buy a meal from some super expensive restaurant when it’s cheaper to cook at home…or is it ok to buy a 3 bedroom house when there are homeless people on the streets…or is it ok to buy a guitar when there are children who might go without food tonight?

another point raised was on the fact that these worship events, or these “christian celebrities” can end up being the point of worship…in other words, you end up worshipping them instead of letting them be vessels of worshipping God. for instance, why on earth do we have christian music awards? really? worship song of the year? what – God liked that one out of all the others this year? and who are glorifying when we tell the songwriter that they had the best worship song of the year?

my thoughts on the whole worship should be free thing are: worship is free. you can’t pay for worship, it’s impossible. you can use your money to worship something, but you can’t buy worship…it’s something that happends internally. but at the same time, if i’m willing to pay R300 on a Muse concert (which i totally am…so love that band…especially live) then I should be willing to pay it for a worship event. again, i’m not paying for the worship, i’m paying for the event. I’m paying for the venue, I’m paying so that the sound guy and the technicians can get paid, and for flights and accormodation for the band and whatever else…that’s where my money is going right? I can’t say i’m paying for worship because, even without the money, worship can happen…and even with the money worship can not happen.

And i totally get the whole who are we worshipping vibe. but it’s not kim walker’s fault. she’s here to worship with her brothers and sisters in africa. and well, songwriting and touring and all that is her job and according to Paul she should get paid for it. The problem is not with the musicians, or the worship event itself. the problem is when we focus on who’s leading the worship instead of who we are worshipping. the problem is when we make the worship leaders celebrities instead of fellow workers in the vineyard. the problem is that we take our eyes off the ONLY one who’s truly deserving of our worship…Christ himself.

Having said that, I must admit that I’m a huge fan of the David Croder*Band and Tree 63 and New Altum and a few other bands out there. So not excluding myself from the whole celebratising of worship leaders. For instance, a couple of years ago the Passion crew (Louie Giglio et al) were doing a world tour with a cape town stop. i saw DC*B on the lineup and bought a ticket immediately. but then they pulled out…and I was really sad for a moment…and that got me thinking, am i going to the passion conference to hear DC*B or to worship God? And once that was resolved I had an awesome time worshipping God with 6000 other young people. Again same thing happened with New Altum and Tree 63 at Arise Fest. And each time God keeps reminding me where the focus should be.

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Another stewardship goal: be a good steward of my yearning to worship. where am I laying my worship? whom am I putting before God? who/what do I worship instead of Him?

i want more…so much more…

not more money, not a bigger house, not more things…

i want more love…i wanna love more, i want more of Christ, i wanna do more for the kingdom, i wanna see more miracles, i wanna see more “full stomachs and both parents and a Church that acts like it really believes that the good news is good news for everybody everywhere”

[side note: went to a Tree63 concert last weekend and still on a high from seeing John Ellis do his thing, hence the "revolution" reference]

problem is, it all feels so pointless…i jealously want to do stuff. i hear about the Mission Year stuff and I think “oh, i wish i was doing that”, i hear about a certain tour happening next year and I think “oh, i wish i was doing that”, i hear about people doing things in the K and in other townships around south africa and I think “oh, i wish i was doing that”, i hear about people doing stuff to take a stand against human trafficking and I think “oh, i wish i was doing that”, i hear about people going to zim and I think “oh, i wish i was doing that”…

the problem is i sit there and i wish i was doing all that but i don’t do that…i just sit and wish…which helps no one…

if i doubted the fact that the chair i’m sitting on could hold me i wouldn’t sit on it.

when i doubt that God can hear my prayers i pray to him to help my unbelief.

if i doubted the credibility of what someone was saying i wouldn’t believe them…plain and simple.

when i doubt whether God is still walking with me as his Word says he is, i ask him to help me feel him…cos i know that although i don’t feel him around, he’s still there.

christianity is so weird…beautifully weird…with all it’s twisted logic.

if someone kept stabbing me in the back over and over again, i, as a human being, would not keep forgiving him over and over again…and yet he does…and that’s what makes him God

That is the beauty of grace!

It’s like the song says [Beauty of Grace by Krystal Meyers (chorus)]

But anywhere you are
Is never too far away
There’s freedom from your scars
The mistakes that you’ve made
Forgiven
The memories erased
Baby, that’s the beauty of grace

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The song that so perfectly describes me right now [Prodigal by OneRepublic (chorus)]

And I take everything from you
But you’ll take anything
Won’t you?

Run away, run away
Like a prodigal
Don’t you wait for me
Don’t you wait for me
So ashamed, so ashamed
But I need you so
And you wait for me
And you wait for me

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So glad that he’s God
So glad he’s nothing like me
So glad he loves me nomatter what I do
So glad he doesn’t get tired of forgiving and loving
So glad he allows me to be his

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So Glad by Tree63 (chorus)

I’m just so glad that what I can’t you can,
and where I end that where you begin

What if Jesus really meant what he said to the rich young man when he told him to “go sell all his posessions, give the money to the poor, and come follow me”.  That’s the question Shane Clairborn asks in his book “Irresistible Revolution”.   It was probably one of the scariest books I’ve ever read.  Made me think about my walk with Christ.  Made me want to be a follower of Christ.  Now I’m not saying I’m gonna sell all my posessions (not that I have a lot of them anyway) and be poor, but it means letting the things that break God’s heart break mine.  Jesus wasn’t too concerned with the rich and religious people of his day – I mean he did want them to see the light of course, but his main purpose is seen in the people he chose to reside with, the broken, poor, and untouchables.  The people society had rejected.  As he said, its the sick that need a doctor not those that think they are healthy. 

Jesus could have chose to come into this world into a royal family – and maybe more people would have been his followers then (no matter how shallow their following would be) but he chose to come into the world in a manger as the son of a carpenter and become homeless with “no place to rest his head”.  Makes you think…

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We live in plenty.  There’s more than enough for what the world needs but not for our greed. –quote from Mother Theresa paraphrased by John Ellis in the song Revolution (Sunday, Tree63 – and by the way that is my favorite band if you ever feel like giving me a little prezzie).
 
What would the world look like if we all unselfishly shared what we had with our neighbor?  This is what the early church was all about.  This thought kinda follows on my train of thought on living in community – real ubuntu, or at least my understanding of it.  It looks really beautiful in my head.

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Matther 25: 34 – 36 and 40 gives us a very practical way to live church and to live all out for Christ.   Isaiah 58: 6 – 8 tells us how to let our lights shine before all men that they may see our good works and praise our Father in heaven.

I have fallen in love with 2 songs that talk about this topic – I’ll just give you a little taste.

hosanna by Hillsong

search my heart and make it clean
open up my eyes to the things unseen
show me how to love like you have loved me
break my heart for what breaks yours
everthing i am for your kingdom’s cause
as i walk from earth into eternity

God of Justice (we must go) by Tim Hughes

freely we’ve recieved now freely we will give
we must go live to feed the hungry stand beside the broken
we must go stepping forward keep up from just singing
move us into action, we must go

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I had a revelation the other day – thanks to a friend of mine (Josh Ratiani).  For a while my mindset was, live all out for Christ cos if you do then you’ll be covered even if Christianity turns out to be a hoax.  Think about it: you’ll be ok with Allah cos you’re a good person, you’ll get to come back as something really good cos you’ll have good karma build up if bhuddism turns out to be true, etc.  Here’s the revelation: live so all out for Jesus that if you were to die and find out its all a lie you would want a do over.  Paul says we should live our lives so much for Christ that if Christianity is a hoax we should be pitied above all others.  In a sense we should live our lives so all out for Christ that even if we are good with Allah, we should look back and say “dude, in that time I was serving JC, I could have [fill in whatever here]“.  So that’s my goal: to let my light shine, to do for the least of these, and to recklessly abandon my life to him.

I am gonna need lots of prayer.

The link, by the way, leads you to Josh’s blog.  If you have questions on the topic of “God of Justice” I would refer you to him cos that is his passion so i’m sure he’ll have something to say on it.  He has unknowingly been instrumental in my spiritual growth in the last year and 4 months that I’ve known him.  So yea, even though he’s not gonna read this: thanx Josh.


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